Wednesday, October 29, 2014

7 Months Old!

7 months old!

6 months old


5 months old

4 months old

3 months old

2 months old

1 month old

2 weeks old

Dear Josiah,

How we love you! We thank God for giving us 7 sweet months with you. And can't wait to see what will come in the next season.

Here are a few things we love about you:

Your feet are always kick-kick-kicking! 
Just wait til you're no longer harnessed in one of these things, and away you'll go! 
(Daddy is reading a story with Victor in the background...)


You get way up on your tippy toes with big eyes, and your arms thrown out, ready for anything!

"You are a person who came to see me!"
 (And you give a million-dollar smile for that!)

Always happy to be outside and always happy to be with Dad

 You little punkin!

You got to be good buddies with Pop-Pop.

In my reading in 2 Chronicles 16 this morning was one of my favorite prayer verses for you:

For the eyes of the LORD move to and fro throughout the earth, that He may strongly support those whose heart is completely His.

O, little son, may your heart always be fully devoted to God. You are a precious gift to us.

Love,
Momma

Tuesday, October 28, 2014

A Letter to My Boys

Dear Victor and Josiah,

What a bunch of little cutie-pie-pa-schmooty-pies you are. You just tickle Daddy and me to pieces.

Victor, you are heelarious. You've started making your Duck talk with his own special little voice (where did you learn that, I wonder?). And you grow quite distressed if someone does not personally respond to Duck. (We had to call Daddy back after ending one phone call because he did not acknowledge that Duck was saying good-bye...)

You like to give a little affirmative boost when you suggest something that seems like a good idea to you, like, "Sure, it would be fine to go to the zoo!" "Sure, it would be okay to eat an Oreo!" "Sure, it would be fine if we went to the Cub Foods store!" (You like the Cub Foods store because they give free cookies to kids.)

You are loving-up your little brother like crazy. When he comes out of the bedroom after a snooze, you want to kiss and snuggle him to pieces (parental supervision required). And you give him good encouragement when he rolls over ... or eats his cereal ... or has a poop. You love calling him, "You cutie-pie-ka-schmooty-pie!"

When Josiah starts to cry, you will sometimes sing him "our song" (namely, "Do all things without grumbling or questioning..."), and tell him, "You may not be a crabby pants, Josiah."

And you just crack yourself up with your own little jokes. Like today at lunch, while you were eating your soup, you kept saying, "I'm eating my rice cereal" (i.e. Josiah food). And I'd say, "Wait a minute!" And you would howl with laughter, and then do it again.

In the mornings, when Daddy comes in to get you (after a veery early wake-up, these days), you always say, "It's good to see you, Daddy. I didn't see you for a long time!" Tonight you told me that you'd be saying that to Dad in the morning. You are a bit predictable (like your mother).

And when he puts you down for bed, he says, "Have a good night of snoozes!" and you'll say, "Have a good work!"

You've picked up your mother's love for cookbooks, and most days when I'm feeding Josiah to put him down for a nap, you'll climb up on my bed with me and look at a cookbook or cooking magazine. Current favorite thing to cook is muffins (specially with chocolate chips).

You are so excited for snow. We got a new coat and boots, and you just can't wait to use the sled. A funny thing, since last winter you really wouldn't sit on it for anything.

You are very into pushing things. Your tricycle (you kind of scoot it with your feet). Your big wheel (ditto). Your lawn mower. The jogging stroller (with the handle partially collapsed so you can reach it). Josiah's stroller. The wagon.

You like baking projects and the "busy bag" activities we just got and playing with trucks and tractors and trains. You are fascinated by the book Dangerous Journey (the abridged, illustrated version of The Pilgrim's Progress), and you will listen intently while Daddy reads it to you ... as well as read it with Duck during your rest time.

You love your Sunday school class. You love reviewing your Bible verses. You really love doing "the papers" (which tell a prayer for each month of the year and a simple truth covered in class for each month of the year) every day. Those are simple routines and rhythms, but we pray that they will take root in your heart. We're starting to put connections together. When you'll start to throw a tantrum or grumble about something, we'll say, "No, sin! Go away! Jesus, help! Give me a good, cheerful heart to obey!" We need His grace, little one, and we never outgrow that.


Josiah, you are a perky little chubby monkey these days.

I just love your cheeks ... and thighs ... and chubby knees ... and the rolls on your toes. You get many compliments on your squeezable- and kissable-ness.

You like finding your thumb and sticking it jauntily into your mouth.

You are pretty happy kicking and exploring the world on your back ... but when someone looms into view and you realize that a real, friendly person is coming to see you ... well, you just beam with your whole body!

You're working up quite the appetite too. So far, you gobble down rice cereal, sweet potatoes, carrots, green beans, applesauce, pears, and peas. And your favorite is when I'll let you hold the spoon at the end (albeit watching you with an eagle eye, due to your propensity to jam it down your throat).

You bounce around in your exersaucer and spin around, then kind of lounge back, surveying the scene.

We love to hear you when you wake up in the morning. You have a funny old man kind of voice, and you just croon away to yourself with all kinds of inflections until someone comes to swoop you up.

You still love the Baby Bjorn best, but I have officially messed up my back from heave-ho-ing you around, so I'm afraid that one's out. But you're pretty content in the Ergo (much kinder to Momma's back), so we still have good snuggle times with that on walks or at church.

You have two little teeth on the bottom (first one popped through on the first Sunday of October). They are sharp little boogers, but so far you haven't given me trouble with biting. But you're still drooling to beat the band, so there are probably some more on their way.

You roll very expeditiously, have quick hands (and an exceptionally strong grip), and love to grab my phone when I'm not looking and stuff it in your mouth.

You are a little snuggle bug when you get sleepy, and I love to hold you when you're all relaxed and ready for bed. At long, long last, we're back in the groove of sleeping through the night (after a month or so of terribly interrupted sleep). Thank you, Jesus.


I love my little boys. It's just precious to watch the world unfold before your eyes and see the personalities God has given you. Every day has its challenges, but what a sweet privilege it is to be your momma!

Love you to pieces,
Mom





Saturday, October 18, 2014

A Poem for 6 Years With You

Dear Benjamin, This is for you.

Who would have guessed, six years ago, that we'd be here?
Together, closer than before, and with more of our sin scrubbed off.
It leaves the skin raw sometimes, the exfoliating strength
Of life together.

I still love snuggling next to you on the sofa,
Draping my legs over yours like an ottoman.
You support me. You brace me. You hold me up.

Laptop by laptop, we share an evening.
Emails, reading reviews, a load of laundry keep us company.
Blocks strewn across the floor, cheese caked onto forks in the sink,
The dryer door hangs open from digging for a sleeper.

Two little people snooze in two little cribs. Arms flung wide,
Embracing sleep, mouths agape. And I marvel,
Are these sweet little boys really ours?
Precious round fingers, chubby arms,
Rosy lips, silky soft skin.

And then first one, then the other
Wake and cry
For a back rub, a potty break, an ear ache,
A kleenex, a meal, a bad dream.

Each day, each year, God carves
Through sleepless nights, conflicts, stomach flu,
Homework and meetings, your quirks and mine,
Our disfunctions and our strengths.
Six years of memories, splinters and curls, 
And slowly we find that our edges are softer,
Our arms twined tighter,
And the image of Jesus with His bride,
Maybe clearer now.

I love you.

Tuesday, October 7, 2014

Grace

Dear Victor,

These past few days have been so sweet. I couldn't say exactly what the change is, but you have been full of grace.

When Josiah was crying, you prayed for him, "Dear Father, please help Josiah. Please give him peace."

When we were in a store, and you were touching candy bars at the checkout, I told you that you needed to stop. I needed to tell you twice. Then you said, "I'm sorry, Mommy. I'm sorry, Mommy." Actually, I think that has been the pattern, probably a dozen times in these past days when I've needed to correct you. The kindness of the Lord leads us to repentance. It is a lovely thing.

When you and Daddy were reading in The Dangerous Journey and you got to the part where Christian's burden rolled off at the cross, you said, "Thank You, Jesus!"

Last night, when you had a bad dream, you called out for me, and when I came in, you said, "Will you pray? Will you pray?"

After supper tonight, when we all got to eat out at a sandwich shop, you said, "It is good to be all together with my family!"

I was doing something goofy that made you laugh, and you looked at me and said, "I love love love love love you!"

After we sang On Christ the Solid Rock I Stand, when we were talking about the song, you said, "Jesus covers over our sin."

I don't want to read into these sweet, simple little things ... but neither do I want to rule out the possibility that God is working a great work of grace in your heart, just as we've been praying.

Love you, my son.



Wednesday, October 1, 2014

Little Hypercalvinist

We were out for a walk earlier this week, enjoying fall and looking at all God's creation. Victor is definitely tracking with the idea that "God made everything," and we had fun thinking of all the different things He made.

"Who made toes?"
"God!"

"Who made birds?"
"God!"

"Who made bellies?"
"God!"

Later in the afternoon,when we were getting ready for a snooze, Victor and I headed into his room. It was an amazing array of trucks, cars, and pieces of road-track all strewn about.

"Victor, you really should be the one to pick up these toys, because you are the one who made the mess."

He looked at me quietly for a minute, and then said (quite seriously), "God made the mess!"