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Dear Elliot,


You are 4 years old! Amazing! You have grown by leaps and bounds in the last year!

These days...

- You are sleeping in a toddler bed, from which you climb in and out easily, but you still just hang out in bed when you wake up until somebody comes to get you. You like it! You read from a stack of magazines, sing a song, or just relax until someone (normally one of your brothers) comes up to say it's time to get up. Love it.

- You are a huge, hulking fellow. Thinking to be super ahead of the game, I bought a bunch of extra clothes and other assorted gifts when I was Christmas shopping, so I didn't have much I needed to get when your birthday rolled around. (This was good, since stores are closed now...) But I am dismayed to find that I bought everything a size too small, thinking of you as just a petite 3-year-old, instead of a big strapping 4-year-old. Sorry about that.

- You do a pretty good job eating your meals, although I would say you typically eat the least among your brothers (Calvin routinely polishes off his meal and has room for the remnants left over from you.) I've noticed your taking God's help to eat without grumbling, even when something is not your favorite, and I really appreciate that.

- You love to look at books. When we go to the library, you'll sit on the couch, quietly looking through the new loot for a long time. And you still like to cozy up with me and read a good book together, which is a lovely thing.

- You're gaining independence in so many areas! You're pretty good at getting your clothes on, going potty on your own, putting your dishes in the sink, washing your hands, brushing your teeth, getting your shoes on, and so forth. These are such huge steps forward! Great job!

- You are a fun and silly playmate with your brothers. It's so fun when you are all working on a big digging project in the construction site (the special project space in our backyard for you boys). Or playing "food tag" or Wild Kratts or other creative games together.

- You have a quick mind. Even though you aren't officially doing school, you join in with the big brothers for memory work, and you have mastered a surprising amount of information. (Your Sunday school small group leaders were pretty surprised when you could rattle off some facts about ancient history we learned in school!) And you show some analytical and organizational inclinations that show me God has given you a very good mind.

- A handful of times in the past year, you had some episodes of sudden, intense knee pain in your left knee. They would leave as quickly as they came, but we've seen some doctors about that. At this point, it looks like you're a strong, healthy boy with good mobility, which we thank God for!

- You have a joyful smile and contagious chuckle that brighten our days so much! You appreciate a good joke and tell them yourself.



We are in the midst of unusual and challenging days, with the COVID-19 pandemic continuing to change plans and affect lives all around the world. Even as we pray for God to grant protection, healing, and help from this serious virus, I am reminded about a much worse problem we have.

A universal sickness has affected the human race. We have sin-sick hearts, without exception. Even though you are sweet and cheerful much of the time, you have seen the trouble in your own heart as well. And the grim news is, our sin earns us death--separation from God forever.

Not only is this a horrible fate, there is no vaccine against it, no amount of personal protective measures can avoid it, and nothing we can do will provide healing from it.

But there is amazing and life-giving news:

But God shows his love for us in that while we were still sinners, Christ died for us. (Romans 5:8)

Left to ourselves, we will all fall to the sickness of sin in our hearts. But if we turn to Jesus and put our hope in His perfect sacrifice in our place, God actually makes us a part of His own family!

Your name means "The LORD is my God." And that is our great prayer for you, Elliot. That you will trust in Jesus and that He will be your God, and you will be His child forever.

I love you, sweet Elliot!

Momma

Elliot (4.24.20) 4 years old

1.       What is your favorite color? Green

2.       What is your favorite toy? My piano

3.       What is your favorite fruit? Grapes

4.       What is your favorite video to watch? Wild Kratts

5.       What is your favorite thing to eat for lunch? Macaroni and cheese

6.       What is your favorite thing to wear? My new glow-in-the-dark dinosaur shirt

7.       What is your favorite game? Qwirkle

8.       What is your favorite snack? popcorn

9.       What is your favorite animal? dogs

10.   What is your favorite song? Hippopotamus (Hip Hip Hooray God Made All of Us)

11.   What is your favorite verse? When I am afraid I will trust in You, in God whose word I praise.

12.   What is your favorite book? Daniel Tiger

13.   Who is your best friend? Charis and Sam

14.   What is your favorite thing to do outside? Run and play with my remote control cars

15.   What is your favorite drink? Apple juice

16.   What do you like to sleep with at night? My puppy

17.   What is your favorite thing to eat for breakfast? pancakes

18.   What do you want for dinner on your birthday? Culvers

19.   What do you want to be when you grow up? Motorcycle rider

20.   What was one of your favorite things that you did this year? Going camping

21.   What is your favorite place to go? To the zoo

100 Things I'm Thankful For Today

These curious days have given new realizations of how kind God has been to us in the past, how kind He is to us now, and how kind He will be to us in the future.



Today, I'm thankful for:

1. The privilege of decades spent gathering together with other believers for Bible study, worship, preaching, and prayer.
2. Delivery people
3. Another 60 degree April day
4. Bread only requires 3 main ingredients to bake
5. Grocery store stockers, clerks, and management
6. The medical training that has equipped people to understand much about how the human body works
7. God put an atmosphere around Earth. That is so amazing, when you take a look at the rest of our solar system...
8. 4 boys, all playing happily (for certain periods of time)
9. Isaiah 41:10
10. Cinnamon rolls
11. Tree trimming before the tree fell down
12. Podcasts
13. Hand soap. (And an easy improvisation when none was available at the store...) 
14. The IT department
15. Our house and yard
16. The postal service
17. Chemotherapy
18. Waste management systems
19. Flushing toilets (whether or not you have toilet paper, this is a big win)
20. The Bible in my own language
21. Kind friends
22. 3-day weekends
23. Vegetable seeds
24. A cloud of witnesses, all bearing truth to God's faithfulness to His promises and urging us to walk in a manner worthy of the gospel
25. Strollers
26. Cell phones
27. Marco Polo
28. Zoom
29. Google Hangouts
30. Knowing how to type on a keyboard
31. Crews that fill potholes
32. A solid roof
33. Online giving
34. A working microwave
35. A working oven
36. A working refrigerator
37. A working freezer and a working chest freezer
38. A working washer
39. A working dryer
40. A working bread machine
41. A working blender
42. Online piano lessons
43. My camera, which takes pictures even though my phone doesn't
44. A very comfortable mattress
45. No back pain
46. No headache
47. No food pain
48. No abdominal pain
49. No nausea
50. No coughing
51. No fever
52. No broken bones
53. Homemade syrup
54. Knowing that people are praying for us and care for us even though we can't see them in person
55. The library system
56. Possibly being able to get new books from the library
57. Pharmacies and pharmacists
58. A vacuum
59. Brown sugar. You can do so many wonderful things with brown sugar...
60. Heart-stirring music
61. Romans 8
62. The promise of resurrected bodies one day
63. The Rare Jewel of Christian Contentment
64. Chicken marinades
65. Pastor Jason's Kids Corner and Don't Lose Heart sessions
66. Our garage
67. That He who did not spare His own Son, but gave Him up for us all, how will He not also with Him freely give us all things?
68. The opportunity to pray for hurting people and places even on the other side of the world
69. All the epistles that Paul wrote from prison
70. Our very fun egg drop
71. Our small group
72. Our extended family
73. Our church
74. Our co-workers
75. Our neighbors, whom we have gotten to connect with a little bit more in this season
76. Safe streets to walk
77. The new heavens and the new earth, where we will dwell with God forever, if we are part of His people
78. Repentance and forgiveness for sin, because Jesus already paid for it
79. Fresh enabling to walk in God's ways, because He has put His own Spirit within us to give us new desires and new capacity for growth in Christ-likeness
80. Faithful is He who calls you, and He will also bring it to pass
81. The mind's ability to learn new things
82. People who are good at fixing things
83. Fresh fruit and vegetables
84. Canned fruit and vegetables
85. Long shelf-life foods like flour, rice, and oats
86. Butter. Butter can make at least as many delicious things as brown sugar, maybe more, and when combined with brown sugar, it is very wonderful.
87. Siblings
88. All the #JesusChangedMyLife videos
89. Charles Simeon Trust workshops
90. Green growing things
91. Lilacs
92. All the boys' clothes that don't have holes in them
93. Kleenex
94. Glasses
95. Family pictures
96. Being able to remember things (sometimes)
97. Excellent literature
98. Food blogs
99. The rhythm of work and rest that God built into the world
100. Jesus lived a perfect life; He willingly died on the cross, not for anything wrong that He did but in order to pay the price for our sin. He was buried. They sealed the tomb, but they could not hold Him. He is risen!

The Boundless Freedom of Being Led by the Spirit

To the untrained eye, life right now bears some similarities to house arrest. Do your emotions resonate? Do you feel trapped in your own walls, perhaps chaffing at the "cell mates" who are always right beside you? Or maybe there is no one else there with you, and the silence itself feels oppressive.

In Bible study, we've been marinating in Galatians 5 and 6, and the gospel gong that resounds here is "freedom."

For freedom Christ has set us free; stand firm therefore, and do not submit again to a yoke of slavery. (Galatians 5:1)

For you were called to freedom, brothers. Only do not use your freedom as an opportunity for the flesh, but through love serve one another. (Galatians 5:13)

But this morning, what landed on me in a fresh way was this:

But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness, and self-control; against such things there is no law. (Galatians 5:22-23)

I've wondered in the past, why this curious phrasing? Why is Paul bringing up how no law restricts the Spirit, rather than pointing to the positive "filling up" of the law, like he does in other places:

The whole law is fulfilled in one word: "You shall love your neighbor as yourself." (Galatians 5:14)

Or

Bear one another's burdens, and so fulfill the law of Christ (Galatians 6:2)?

I can't give a full answer, but one aspect that struck me this morning is this:

No external constraints steal our freedom to walk in the Spirit.

Right now, our movements are limited, our employment may be terminated or paused, our in-person fellowship in the body of Christ isn't possible in the traditional format, and we aren't really sure when any of that will change.

But none of that restricts the boundless freedom we have of being led by the Spirit of God and bearing the beautiful, life-giving fruit of communion with Jesus.

Paul himself knew something of house arrest and chains.

As we look back on that long, painful experience in his life, we can see what God produced through it ... countless disciples of Christ, large and priceless portions of the Scripture, and an example for us to emulate in our own walk of faith.

And maybe we can envision how our walking in the Spirit in these days of physical constraint might be used by God for eternal fruit "beyond all we ask or imagine."

May He grant us eyes of faith to see our true freedom and express it in love to others, whether we can reach out and touch them personally or whether we are asking God Himself to do so.